2 years later and I'm still confused.
I love my bearblog, I really do, but I'm still not sure I've found my online home. I create domains and domains, but never maintain them. Then I pop back on over to bear and wish I could make it work. Perhaps I'm just not meant to be part of the online space anymore.
I miss the community of the old internet so much; the days when I used to pour my heart out to my Livejournal and the friends in my computer would write back to me. The days when I used to spend hours making blends and graphics in Photoshop and code them up into a very un-mobile friendly website, by hand.
Everything is too perfectly polished today. Social media has ripped away true connection and I don't know how to get it back.